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Next, I gotta say thanks to everyone who came out to "GI Joes and Army Hos" the other night.. That shit was pretty tight for real and I'm glad everyone came out to throw down with me one last time.. Or in some cases, throw up. Thanks to Jon Clark for having it. Couldn't have done it without you bro.
And now all I have to look forward to is leaving. And after tonight, I'm more than ready to leave. Or at least get the hell outta the house I reside in now. I'm ready to go, but I'm not at the same time. I don't wanna leave my friends. I think that's the only thing that's keeping my mind on staying here. Shit, if it wasn't for them, I would prolly just go active duty and never see crusty ass Jeffersonville again.
My life has kinda taken a turn these past few days and it was definitely unexpected. But I'm just gonna go with the flow on this one because I am clueless on what to do. Family, girls, friends. That's what my life has been lately. A little light on the family side however, but I'm not blaming anyone but myself. Of course with me leaving, I ain't exactly focused on the girl thing because I feel like I can do this just as good alone. But a girl has definitely caught my feelings and I have noticed that I really do care about her. I don't even know what it is. From the beautiful ass smile to the eyes that I could look into for days, this girl has me THINKING.
Butttttttttt, I've recently started talking to an old friend again. And it's actually really nice. I miss her of course, but who knows if things will ever be the same. Or if they will ever be allowed to be the same as they once were. We keep living our lives on this "What If?" basis and I don't wanna play that what if game. I will always love her and care for her as a person, but my mind isn't wanting to fall back in the trap that it fell in once before. I took the support of my friends to get out, and they are still here by my side and right now, that's what I need.
And since it's my last blog before I "hit it like a bong" and "split like a banana", I gotta throw out my personal shout outs to anyone that I feel I can give one right now. Here goes nothing. Pre-apologies if you're left out. I guess you should have been there a little more often before I left.
Lane Carroll- Man 7 years! It's been super real gettin to know you more this year and we both kinda came from the same spot with the whole "thorn in our side" thing. I remember pushin your ass around parkview in 8th grade. High school kinda helped us split ways a little, but senior year brought us back close, and you'll be missed bra. I never thought a dude would write me a song, but I guess that's what best friends are for. Good luck with everything dude and be ready for me when I get back.
Dylan Maschmeyer- You're filthy. I think that you've told me enough dirt these past 2 nights that I kinda keep regurgitating in my mouth. lol but nahhh you and Lane are kinda in the same boat when it comes to friendships, except me and you never really split ways. We've always kinda stayed close. Good luck at Butler and you better do something up there. (Something doesn't include sexing up anything that walks). I'm gonna miss you dog and thanks for being there.
Kasey Falkenstein- You're like my best friend, sister, girlfriend all in one THICK ass package. Haha nahh don't take that the wrong way. I can talk to you about anything and I know you will never say anything about whatever I tell you. I love you and I'm gonna miss you ALOT. Be sure to tell Aims and PK I said goodbye and I'll come visit them when I get home.
Brittney Michelle Steverson- My wifeyyyyy. Man we go back like 4 flats for real. My crazy, drunk ass dad in the drive thru, to talks on the phone ALLLLL day, we really have been through alot, and we are the epitomy of a close friendship. We kinda separated a little bit in high school, but we have recently gotten closer and I love every second of it. I'm gonna miss you wifeyyy and be ready to DD for me when I get back!! haha love youuuu.
Brooke Valentine- Brooke, I really haven't seen you all summer. It's sad, but I know you have been mucho busy so I have kinda forgiven you for it. I mean, not everyone is as cold at ball as you, and I know you're gonna do your thing next year so you better hold it down. We just met this year, but we clicked for real. You're exactly like my sister and I still think y'all came from the same people and y'all was both adopted. lol jp but I love you girl and I'm gonna miss you!
John Smedal- My lil nigga for real. I swear dog, we are bout to pull mucho cat when I get back. It's been good gettin to know you this year, and I honestly don't remember when I exactly met you, but I think it was banana protein night. lol damn I was ZOOTY ZOOTED. You are seriously the funniest dude I know, and you keep me geekin even when I'm not high? I'm gonna miss you bra and be good while I'm gone. Don't do anything I wouldn't do.
Millllllllz- Bra we are bout to be roommates when I get back. I'm hype, but you know what's up. Thanks for bullying me when I was little, so I could get a little bit of the softness out of me before I dipped out. I've prolly known you the longest out of everyone and it's been real. I'm gonna miss you smacking me in some video games too. But you better practice cause when I get back it's on. Stay up dog and keep that job so we can still get a house.
Terrence Johnson- You're seriously like my brother. Man the other day, I watched some remember the titans and me and you are kinda like Julius and Gerry. They was for real like brothers and I know you would be here for me through whatever. We've come along way and known each other a real long time. You're always welcome where I am, and I hope the same goes for me. Good luck with wherever the army takes you and I wish I could have seen you before I left cause chances are I won't see you when I'm here. But be safe man.
Alex Richey- Thanks for the inspiration in everything man. I always know that if I'm having a bad day I can go to this website alexrichey.blogspot.com and read some true wisdom. I mean you are my inspiration for starting my own blogging. Good luck at Evansville. I know you're gonna do big things bro, and I'll be ready to come throw down with you when I get home.
To save time, this one goes out to a lot of people. The Johns (Gray, Clark, Jacobs), Bary, Vic, Brandon, Higgs, Big Rob, Dara, Tony, Brittney Kestler, Taylor, Donovan, Steven, Cope, Marc, Mack, Cody Smith, Evan Carroll, and anyone else that knows I wouldn't forget them- Thanks for the good times. May the road lead you where you need to go. I hope to see you all when I get back.
Secoy- Yeah you prolly thought I forgot you, but I can't. The song was "Nobody" by Keith Sweat, just to let you know. But seriously, thanks for all the good times you've brought me senior year. I kinda wish I would have met you sooner, but I'm not complaining because I KNOW we will be close for a while. You better be good while I'm gone. No UV Blue. And I always figure stuff out so don't think I won't. I'm so glad I met you this year and I can't wait to come back and party together. You better go to school too. Can't wait for the weekly newsletters. I'll miss you Queef The Thief! (more than you'll ever know)
Suzanne Michelle- Last, and definitely not least, I debated on whether or not to put you in this but I had to since you've popped back into everything this last week. Thanks for everything. You taught me alot about love and the pain and joy that a couple can go through while they're together. I hope that you don't forget me and you know I won't forget you. I hope that a guy can come into your life and give you everything you've always wanted. I love you and good luck in everything you do.
Now that the shout outs are done, I'm gonna close this one out. You're prolly tired of reading all this ish by now so I'll let yall get back to what you was doing. Wish me luck as I make this transformation in my life. Don't forget about me. I'll see you all in the fall
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