Back at it again, as you can see, and it came alot sooner than I had expected. I don't know if I'm very good at this blogging, but it helps me, so if you don't like it, fuck you. It seems like everyone is only looking out for themselves most of the time anyways. Some don't care what people have to say unless it benefits them, and the others just act like they care so you can feel like you're making them happy and not sounding like a jackass.
Today is Monday, the 8th. I have 9 days left as a civilian. My countdown is still moving right along and I still don't know what to feel. Today is my last chance to see my older sister as she boards her plane back home in 4 hours. It's actually really nice to see her more than once a year, but it would still be alot better if I could see her whenever I liked to. It was nice of her to come here for a change because she hates Indiana. Don't we all hate Indiana though?
Today I feel like........ idk. I'm kinda stressed with everything. I really want my car to get fixed, but it doesn't seem like it's gonna happen before I leave for basic training which means my last great memory of me in my car could be it rolling down a hill. Boosh. Then there's the fact that I am trying to get everyone together one time so we can take a road trip and do something fun. Not only can we not go to cedar point like I had planned, some of the people that I want to go the most tomorrow can't go for various reasons. Boosh. I have this tight ass going away party in mind for Saturday with nowhere (for sure) to have it. Boosh. At least I still have some of the dope friends that make you have a good day, even when you're having a bad day. If that's possible?
My graduation hits me a little more and more each day. I think it's because I keep lookin at all these pictures from it. A picture is so much more than a memory. It is a moment in time where everything seems to be going your way, and you capture it because it is something that you would like to keep. You never forget the people and the places you take pictures because you see them all the time. I should start carrying a camera around with me for these next 9 days, because I feel like there will be plenty of "memories" made with the people I adore the most.
Not much more to say. I hope some shit starts happening at night while I'm here cause I can't sit in this damn house and think about leaving. It makes me think about what bad can happen while I'm gone. Not only to me, but to you.
Until next time.
*M. Callis*
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"You never forget the people and the places you take pictures because you see them all the time. I should start carrying a camera around with me for these next 9 days, because I feel like there will be plenty of "memories" made with the people I adore the most."
ReplyDeleteGood shit dude... Havent you realized that almost everytime you see me kickin it with ya'll that i have my camera with me? I dont want these memories to ever slip...
"It makes me think about what bad can happen while I'm gone. Not only to me, but to you."
Another excellent line homie... I too think about this everyday, I'm worried about everyone more than myself. Especially my cousin, cuz I feel like I need to keep her grounded and I hope that someone else can take my place. People depend on you and me both, and its gonna suck for those people when we are gone.
You got somethin goin for you, blogging isn't always about writing ability you possess it's also about what you have goin on in your mind. That's why I've always takin a liking to you dude cuz your more complex than most of the people that I see, you got a lot more goin for you than the average, actually somebody that I can have an intelligent conversation with, actually someone that I appreciate having around.
Keep this up, if you need any help with it just let me know..
And I really appreciate the inspiration thing up top dude, more than you will ever know.